Well, I have to start filling out the divorce papers. I hope they can be completed and filed before she leaves on Thanksgiving. I just want this done and over. It feels like it's draging on forever. Today I started the process of selling the house. We may not get as much as I want for it. No surprise there. Who knows how long it will take to sell. I'd like to have the tenants buy it, but they can't even pay the rent on time. And they bounced a check which has my account totally screwed up. I'm so tired of this whole situation. Of course if I could sleep through the night it would be a plus. Even on Benadryl, I still don't sleep through the night. I haven't woken to my alarm in three months. Of course because I'm tired all the time I don't really care about my job anymore. I keep taking short cuts. I Just want to quit! But I can't because I have responsibilities. Some days I just want to walk away and disappear. That urge is getting so strong. And it's occuring more and more. Not like anyone would notice I was gone. One way or another.